Pain from last entry

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OK, the last journal entry of "Fake Friends" was very painful mentally! I used the topic as a test to see if I do have actual friends on DA, and in 5 days with more than 90 views on that journal, there was no reply. I thought what I did with requests had meaning, but it felt like with that that topic I was nothin more than another generic face that did free request. I tried to do Commission, but it rarely happened.

There's a few things that can slow down my art process of making art.

1. Work. I work for 12 hours a week in a super market, it's the only job in town I can walk to that isn't a pizzeria and deli, and it's mostly slow. I can't quit, because there's no other jobs hiring without being a driver. Which I don't and can't drive a car, due to mostly bad driver and being surrounded by mostly bad driving states such as Pennsylvania, New York, and Massachusetts. Nor I can't change position in my job, because I'm too important and quick as inventory returns than anyone else. Bottom line, boredom from work can make your active side down. Plus you've seen part of my town through my battles before. If you haven't, go to Changeman vs Pinetreleton and Ancientzords vs Baddineigh.

2. Gym. Need to work out, yet YMCA is the same as job and town of being the same dull environment. I could quit going there, but there's no better place to work out to try to lose weight. Not much work out in my basement since it's crowded and short. I can't spend an entire day on the computer, yet there's little to do out there.

3. I don't have any actual close distant friend(s). I'm always alone, I don't hang out with people much unless I was invited mostly from nepotism with my older sister with her friends. I do my artwork and brainstorming alone. Unless there's too much options on where the next thing goes, that's why I use the voting system. I'm mostly the only artist in the house, the town (as far I can tell), and there isn't really an art job in town ever. There's barely anyone at work to be friends with for more than one sentence outside of business, and when there is someone I do talk to, they left/ quit every time. Everyone else I could be friends with are either too far or at work else where. Despite I have two new kitties after I lost two before, they mostly don't hang out with me lately.

4. Lack of visual influence. I used to watch a lot of TV, until 2005-06 when they were decreasing good shows while bad shows increases and certain shows went on too long. Now, there's little to watch on TV. Shows I do watch is Flash, Power Rangers, Simpsons, Family Guy (I won't watch the next season. The clips give me no reason to watch), Steven Universe (despite I've never watched an all new episode when it's on, but only online from facebook), and Ninja Turtles. However, I have less option on my TV, since it's non-cable digital. Summer has mostly shown to be dead.

5. Depression. Nuff said.

If this isn't enough to express, than I don't know what else is there in life.
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So I've been working on few animation test on Flip-a-Clip, and got used to it. So here's the deal. Any new animations I'm requested to do will be a COMMISSION. Meaning it'll cost you some points (it would be money, but I don't have a paypal). So here's the prize of different animation I'm putting up;


Ranger Morphing = 1 POINT

Sixth or additional Ranger = 6 POINTS

Character Expression or Speaking = 1 POINT 

Megazord Summon = 2 POINTS

Megazord Sequence = 1 POINT for each zord

Sixth Ranger Megazord Summon and Sequence = 6 POINTS 

Ranger Battle = Minus the stock footage of the Megazord Summon, Sequence, and Finisher. 15 POINTS

Megazord Battle = 10 POINTS

Entire episode of a OC Power Rangers = 25 POINTS

Transformers transformation = 10 POINTS

Something anime, cartoon, Non-Marvel comic book characters, MLP, or otherwise = 15 POINTS

Otherwise = Name your price higher than 5 POINTS

Reason = Still art I'll work as request, but animation I don't want as simply free request.
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